happy 18 birdday to me~

Monday, November 30, 2009
















Woots! This year birthday is the best!! Becos so many ppl sing birthday songs for me! hehe! Mr JJ class and my class, etc! Wah! Although my class' singing seriously suxs~ so soft! haha! but my dear Joey was the loudest! hehe~ She bluff me she never come! =.= zzzzz~ i was like sadded loh. But hor, how i know she came to sch today is by Jessica. hahaha! i think she doesn't know aunty joey surprising me! hahas! Told me that joey is otw to school! hahaha! piang!

When i reached school canteen, Joey saw me! and she intend to run away and hide! but hor, too bad. I was staring at her already all the way till she peek back! so lamb! First thing, i strangled her and turned her round and round! HAHA! So cute la! She came to school becos of me, although she had some disagreement with her family coming to sch. Becos she got something on in the afternoon. I seriously had two words to describe! GAN DONG! After she celebrate with me and my flight zone friends and gerald in school, she gotta rush back home again. Her face was showing that she was very tired and also fierce when she received a call from them. I was damn guilty. Making her get scolded. =( Really! nothing can describe how she sacrificed to make me happy. I'm really thankful! And also, super touched by so many school mates wishing me. Although some i never talk to them before, they still came forward and wished me! No words can describe how am i feeling now. Although, i'm just a normal gal who's not the popular one. And yet, So many ppl remembered my b'day! Wah! felt like crying~ And also thanks to my sisters and bros for the wishes during 12am sharp.

During evening, Joey took out some time again to celebrate with me again. hahas! yeah! this is the first time she celebrate with me! =) Super happy! becos i'm just fearful that next tym we wont have a chance to celebrate my b'day again. Cos everyone will go their new path, made new friends and get busy with their work. Haix! Just hate this part! The closeness that slowly fades when time passed. =(
I'm super contented today. Very emotional also. Just now before i took bus home! i really felt like expressing out millions and millions of thank you to her. Wanted to give her a real big hug. And also to everyone who have wished me. But yet, i just dont have the courage. Tml my sisters and bro will celebrate with me. I super love them more than anything! Really hope i can have a chance to hug them. I'm grateful to know u guys! Thank you Lord! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

Thank you for giving the life, the opportunity to have such a wonderful moments and memories! i seriously i wont forget this day and tml's. =) Always in my heart. update tml again!

happy birthday to szemun!!

Sunday, November 29, 2009







Today early in the morning 8plus woke up and 10 reached joey's place there. She gave me cookies that she made herself. gan dong~! You stare at her face?! Does she look lyk one aunty who knows how to cook?? hahaha! =P And she told me she scalded herself. ohmy! heartache~! hahas! =P So happy la! hehe! Aunty heather also gave me something very cute. although my head was kinda big in the photo. =.= i think she chose a picture that she look pretty rather than me! -.- hahaha! hmmm. left with an hour to my b'day. Although, how i wished Joey is with me in school tml. :( sadded! hope tml will be fun! hahas! update tml. =)

And ya! this Martell i only drink one sip! =P dun wanna get drunk going home, ltr kena scolding! hahaha! And yea! Today was fun! Although i had plenty of awkward moments today! Wah! super Paiseh ah! stupid loh! dunno wanna said ah! Think u guys will laugh a ASS out of me! haha! -.- today at szemun hse played Wii and mahjong! super fun ah! woots!

huifang's birthday outing!

Friday, November 27, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIFANG!

























Woots! I made pizza bread for huifang and heather! yummy! hahas! =P We went to Cityhall around 5 plus. So yeah! We brought her to suntec by going to the arcade first. hahas!
And so i tried my best making the best birthday outing for her! =) Talk alot lame but yet funny jokes to her. Also disgusting at times! hahaha! =P Then we went eating dinner at Wang's cafe. Mee siam! They ate laksa! Damn spicy! hahaha! Their face looked very funny! Got mucus, got sweat, their lips were like sausage mouth! hehehe! =P And we were laughing all along while we were eating. Talking about heather's ugliest moments! wahahaha~ and also asking them to choose one finger! =D

After eating, we went to walk around and slack at the Fountain of wealth! It was the best scenery for today! Super beautiful! We started taking photos! Plenty and plenty of them! Lazy to upload all! I think u will have heart attack! =P And also! We made videos of singing and dancing a birthday song that miss fang had requested! Damn MALU! faint! =.= Spoil image also! hahaha! But overall, we had a fun and memorable moment! =) tml going out again! NON-STOP! woots! yeah yeah! update again?! i miss aunty joey! hahaha!







I Kena facial cake by this b'day gal! =.=

Sabotage tym








heat, kor and me













Today went Suntec with aunty heat to play arcade, piano, find fang's present, and lastly went to eat dinner at 'Just Acia' at marina square.
After that, me and heat went to northpoint meet jianhui to buy things.
We bought fang's present then phoof~ slack at 850 and find CZ kor kor.
then discuss fang's surprise celebration.

yeah! bought a cake and waited for her till 12am! hahaha! u gotta see how we panicked! OMG! that stupid heather make me laugh till crazy. we actually wanted to surprise her when she was coming towards the void deck. but horx! the candles were melting very fast! and so i blown off everything leaving the last candle with fire. but that strong wind blown away my last glipse of fire! my last hope! bloody candle!! =.= then i and heather started to panic! omg~! hide behind the wall and call kor kor for lighter! wah lau! that heather panic till walked further and further away from them. then hide inside one corner that's near the Blangala storeroom! =.=''' hahaha! gross! the cake still on her hands leh!!

And yeah! Surprise~~! Her face was damn red! hahaha! Totally shocked and Paiseh! =D What a smooth surprise! Thank God! :) And yeah! We started singing to her on 12am+! Happy birthday to Huifang!! yipee!
After eating the horrible cake! Its time for sabotaging!! We make her eat the fruits with her mouth only. Two fruits at one bite! It was horrible~ terrible~ vegetable~! Gross! She ate it liked the show FEAR FACTOR! eeeek! =P ohmytian!

After that, they finally start the throwing of cakes! haix! I'm always an innocent one! While yaqi throw a cake at her, phoof! some cakes rebounce on me! Why am i standing so close to her??!! Aaargh! then horx, CZ kor, huiqi and fang started throwing at each other loh! And i stood down there stupidly kena throw by huifang, while i was being a good aunty taking care of her things. =.= zzzzzz! So no choice, my new clothes and short jeans and MY CUTE FACE kena by the cake and creams!! i scream at her and threw one cream of cake on her hair! WAHAHAHAHA! wat a nice throw! =P the sound effect was liked; Pi~yuck....!

Continuously, throw throw throw till police came!! haix!! Spoil our mood! SCREENING TIME! Suay~~~~~~~~~~~ Two ppl complained to the police mah! haix! some ppl just dun understand the happiness moments we are going through! tahan abit cannot meh! =.= Somemore tml public holiday leh! Typical s'poreans! hahaha! and now it's tym for me to sleep. Ltr going out in the afternoon with them again! night night peeps! update again tml.

wah!! faint~

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Woots! Another Crazy day in school! Though it was a hard time becoming an instructor to Juniors! Wah! super funny la! Played alot of games with them. Had lots of fun with aunty Joey today! although sometimes i feel lyk crying when i kept thinking of the days we are spending in school are decreasing. Now i left approximately three to four days to be with her and my flight zone friends! HAIX! Super hate this part! Kinda stress also! I got plenty of words to express, plenty of gratitude to say out, plenty of wishful words! Wasnt sleeping well. Becos i dun wanna regret~ Argh! Headache ah! haha! i super wanna cherish sticking with her in school! mao~~

fabulous

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Woah! Today was simply crazy! yeah yeah! dunno why Aunty Joey so hyper active, jump there, hug there, dance there! so cute la! Especially went she gave me listen one Cute and funny ringtone! Piang! farting and choking sound! Watched Alvin and the chipmunks during lunch tym. And yea, we wore school uniform today! Its like been 6months since we got to wear uniform! Laughed at each other wearing uniform. Some look shorter and fatter. some look more handsome and slimmer. WOOTS! I really love the day today! Although i was having headache since ytd, but still it was really fun! Looking at aunty sleeping at the sofa beside me, seeing oswald dying at the CS, hearing the crazy laughter of aliff and yuze, really made me a smile throughout the day! becos i was wishing to see aunty joey drool on the sofa~ and of cos hearing her saying dream words! =P Played wrestling and acting with her. So crazy la! After school, went tamp with her and gerald. hmmm. better dun mention what her crazy habit was! hahas~ and ya! hope tml will be great! Simply enjoying this last weeks left! LOVE them lots!! especially JOEY!! =P

Tiring day!

Monday, November 23, 2009

Yesterday had a bad night getting into sleep. My mind was going on and on. Cant press a blackout button to sleep at all. From 11.30 till 1am! Was also peeking at the small little stitch sleeping right next to me. hahas! So cute la! And of cos all my other soft toys were looking at me. Some very poor thing. I kicked it off my bed when i woke up! haha! =P

Yeah! And so i had a hard time dragging myself up this morning going to school. Having a bad headache the whole day! And of cos, missing someone crazy and cute. Today guarantee was a BORING and TIRING day for all of us at flight zone! Played the CS till sian ah! Cos they kept changing map, and also putting alot of weird weird movement while playing it. Wah! more headache ah! but finally we got some movies CD from miss Angelia. Watch dunno wat marriage thingy de. M18! SEXUAL REFERENCE~! O.M.G! faint! Stupid and funny show la! hahaha! after the show finished, phoof~ All rushed home liao! haha! Chiongster sia! Especially Boss! haha!

And while we walk out of school.. Wah piang~ the bus was coming already! We all chiong ah! Run like siao!! I from second place become last! =.= NO FAIR! Their legs longer than me! =( Wah. this is the first time i encountered them like an aunty chasing a bus~ You gotta see how they run! And of cos, i ran slower becos i was laughing and laughing while i run. If only Joey was here! I think she also will laugh like hell! hahaha! Typical S'poreans~!

What a day!

Sunday, November 22, 2009






Today when i woke up simply did room cleaning, wash clothes and shoes. Went Bugis first and then marina square and then Suntec. Played piano at Carrefour, drank bubble tea, played arcade & caught a small stitch! weee~ so happy! hahas! and yeah~ got a new tee! But my leg blister!! argh! becos of the new shoe i bought ytd. =.=

Now tym for bbal! meeting heather and cz kor kor to play. =P Yippee! super miss them! long tym nv play liao! Train muscles time! tata~ tml school again! sianx! Especially without my beloved sister JOEY! =( but nvm, i'm still gonna enjoy by playing CS in school! yeah! =P

Bugis to orchard to bugis

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Woah! Just now went out with dine dine, jianhui, fang n hq. At first meet up with gg and jh go bugis shop. Then after that, went Ion de cotton on to look for jh and mine clothes. Bought one tee and a shoe shoe. hahas. After we shopped finish, we three were standing in the middle of the pathway, thinking where and what we wanna eat?!! Wah! Ion food damn expensive also~ Stood there for approximately 15mins! Can faint ah! I was super duper hungry and thirsty! And finally! GG decided to go Bugis again, to eat..... KFC! hahas. So lame~ After eating, my stomach cramp again! wah~ sianx dao~ If only i'm a guy. haha! Cos i drank coke with lots of ice!

Then after that meet fang and huiqi at bugis street. They talk and talk and talk, standing again at a spot. Leg was very sour~ This one more longer! around 30mins ah! haha! We were laughing at fang's dressing. cos she wore high waist shorts. She look shorter when she wear that. =D haha! then 7.40 finally decided to go home. hahas! yeah. home sweet home! time to play game yea! tata~

Relieve!

Friday, November 20, 2009





The stress are gone! =) Presentation for today was awesome! Finally i can take a deep breath and do the things i wanted. Gym, finding work, celebrating b'days, Basketball and swimming! Praise the lord! Thank you so much for giving the courage and perseverance! Although time is counting down of my graduation, I'm kinda happy and kinda sad. Because this is where we start to spread apart. Different people have different dreams to pursue. So i cant bear to say goodbye. Pending so much for giving all the last gratitude to them.

Slowly my life will change. I didn't thought of where I'm gonna be. But i just know that my hearts stays faithful as a long last friend. Till now, i still remembers each and everyone who was once my friend. Sometimes, they thought i have forgotten them, but i didn't. Sometimes i feel like approaching them, but it just takes courage to go speak to them. I know that after this, the closeness with them slowly will starts to fade, starts to lose contact, as time goes by, we become a stranger again.

I dun wanna end up like this! Friendship is more important than my everything. Just felt that, maybe its time to cherish and not regret again. =)

sadded and happy!

Thursday, November 19, 2009

The past is yet the past. I made my dear sis angry ytd. Ohmy. i know her intention for me! its all for my own good! hahas.
She summore thought that my msg was saying that she's forcing me. =.= But hor! I NEVER said that leh! Just telling what my thinking was with no offence. Sianx diao loh. SADDED!

Cos she angry and said a hurting msg! Said that she wont bother about my matters already. :( :( sob sob! i cried leh! no sister lurb liao! If she doest bother about me, how am i gonna live without a CARING sister like her!? =( hahas.

But after all, she stills care la. =P Knowing that i'm sick. i can see the care among them, just didnt express out. haix! But horx. today my dear sis also sick liao leh! sadded. i bought tang tang (sweets) to apologise to her today. hehe.

When going home that time, she hold my hand to the bus queue cos the bus is coming~. hehe. =P so happy la! cos She still cares an ignorant sister that is me! =P And hor! thank you Gerald for the tea and umbrella today. I also touched la. cos he passed to Joey mah. then joey gave it to me! Means she's just saying anger words ytd! =P
Wah my throat getting worst! =( die! tml presentation liao! i can do it! so can my dear sis! although its scary and worried! but with confidence we can do it! Thumbs up for my team!!

confuse, tired

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Woah~ I'm sick currently! What if i spilled my presentation? What if i change others' reaction? What if i make a despise that shut it's entire mouth off? Ya. I may look nonchalant. But it seriously off the limit. I'm not good at expressing, so i gotta prove it i can overcome it. Just like, it needs time to suits a place. It take practice to speak fluently. I sick because of this projects i'm working on. NO ONE LEND A HELPING HAND?! YOU KNOW HOW STRESS UP I WAS? Argh~ if only i was like a freind of mine, running away for the team, and enjoying the rest of the enjoyment. If only, i never made an effort to find the PDF. If only, i was irresponsible and selfish. I never utter a word at all. Just kept quiet and bear it all. I'm tired of explaining, tired of pretending, tired of myself.

But meanwhile, i saw the care from my best friend. =) My best bros and sis! And of cos others who brewed tea for me. But in other hand i also lost a friend. That's y i never wanted a bf! I dun wanna hurt myself or anyone anymore. I dun wanna be dependent on others and make myself so useless. After that previous incident, i lost the closeness of friends, i neglected alot of things. Confirm, I will lose something while i gain something. So i rather want it all. Not because i haven moved on and selfish. I just dun wanna to lose friendship, i dun wanna hurt anyone, i'm really tired of fearing. I LOVE BEING CARED, I LOVE GETTING ATTENTION, I LOVE BEING LOVED. But maybe not now.

EEE-har~~

Sunday, November 8, 2009




Oh ya. i forgot to post what i had watched during last week. Watched Michael Jackson movie! wah! nice! hahas. there's some retarded part of michael jackson. Stupid la. His moves and dance, i also can do. so lame~!
Another movie i watched was Loudy with a chance. so lame cartoon! Now waiting for the movie call 2012! woots!
Got a new speaker today from my uncle. Woots. My schedule for my past two weeks was so tight man! Thinking that time really passes so fast!
Next week more worst! hahas! report, work and play! waiting for heather they all to finish their O's! yeah! then go play bbal, swimming and shopping! haha!







There's a time we're always thinking for the worst, or yet maybe the best.
Everyone fate is like a puzzle. Sometimes it's so sudden, sometimes it's so gradual.
I learn some values from people.
Why hate people?
As each and everyone have weaknesses carrying it with them.
No one is perfect, no one can read each other's mind.
You cant see yourself and so you can only see others' ugly sides.
Our life stands strong if you look positively.
And so, there's no need to carry worries along with you.
Because everything have been planned and it's destined.

Cheers~! and live life to the fullest everyone! For yet, happiness and joy brings out the best of you & me. :)

Treasure and cherish unless you wanna regret.

LOST lost world

Friday, November 6, 2009


Yeah. i'm went church today with CZ kor. =) Saw my long lost friend, Joanne. So pretty leh! hahas! =) My dear Joey went to work as banquet today, and she kena scolded by that stupid supervisor! The supervisor is really an asshole! she purposely scold de leh. Poor gal. And so, she quit and called saikang about it. haha! That particular Saikang was me!! =P

Currently i'm lost for this moment, lost because i'm been nonchalant with my report. Lost becos i have this feeling that something will go wrong on the manuals. I'm holding the blame of the manuals and yet i gotta stress on it. Worry that, what if there's one small error due to carelessness. what's really meant for me? i wasted this two years becos i'm forced to join this course. And i bloody hated everything they forced me! now what?! Fuck up ah! Its you all whom objected the things i like to learn in the first place! Now thinking that i'm stupid, due to the course you forced me to join, i had NO interest on. That's the result it will be la! You thought without i cant survive? no way man. you force me to be like this. In anger i always said i will change. But it's only with my family. Sometimes i really hate myself for not be heartless. I'm exhausted! In relationship! In school! In being kind! For not knowing what i wanna to strive for?!

great deals~

Monday, November 2, 2009










Yeah yeah! today was kinda crazy~ everyone was like dancing and singing around today! hahaha! Went to eighteen chef during lunch time with joey, yuze, bing sen and junhao kor kor! =P hehe! funny la! the way we order things and ask for ice cream abit sua gu and aunty leh! especially LIM KOPI! =.= hahaha! so cute la her~ It was a fun day today! i'm treasuring this precious moments with them. I left this 3 weeks to be in school with them. Just wanna hope for the best! =) cheers~

woots!

Sunday, November 1, 2009



today went swimming at jurong there! wah lau! i jump dwn there lazy pool! then i fall down~~ =( pain dao~~ omg. then horx, my swimming costume de stripe almost drop. aiyo~ so embarassing loh! i ate lasagne for dinner. =P

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